Goodbye?

At the moment i'm very stressed because of the exams coming up soon, christmas and my birthday on wednesday. I studied for a bit on my biology exam, but still don't have enough motiviation to get started.
I haven't updated for a while, i knooow.

A couple of days ago, I found out for sure that one of my good friends is moving to London. I've known it for such a long time, but it keeps on tearing me up inside. I don't know why, he's not my best friend, but somehow he got to mean a lot to me. I've actually only known him for 3 months, but still!
After the summer holidays, seven of my very good friends will leave. The thought of them leaving is hard. Not because I don't have other friends, but the thought I might not see them again.
I've got the oppertunity to move to London. I want to go, but something is holding me back. Since it might sound weird, I don't want to go before I know exactly what is holding me back.

Anyway, I threw my birthday party this saturday. It was really good. I accidently dropped all the desserts on the floor. But clever me, baked muffins instead, and yes they tasted good.
We had fun, running around in the parc, talking in my room, sleeping 10 people in my room. I had fun!

I know i've said this for ages. but apparently I can not copy the pictures from facebook, so I'll upload some from the party as soon as I get home, from my dads (;

Hope you enjoyed reading.

xoxo Kamilla.