1st of December.

Heey bloggers, now it's officially started. The month of joy and hopefully happiness. Okay, i'm looking more forward to my birthday right now. The danish christmas calender will also start today. I love christmas calenders. Espacially "Pyrus". So at eight o'clock every evening I will be watching it. Some day when I have more time I will tell you how I celebrate christmas.
I hope you all will enjoy your month and remember even though everything is cold, colorless and stressful it's time to show each other that you love them.

I've notice that i don't show my appreciation that well. How do we define appreciation? Is appreciation something different to every single person? Is December the month of appreciation?

xoxo Kamilla.

Tuesday.

Heey guys, will not update the next two days since i'm very tired now and will be studying for my french test..
So sorry.
Xoxo kamilla

Missing, wanting, longing and snowing.

A, R, Me and J! (at the christmas bazar.)

Heey bloggers,  so today it's been a quite emotional day for me. I went to see my old dancing team and wished my old dancing teacher happy birthday. I haven't seen them for about 2 months and it was nice but also a bit awkward to see them all again. It was fun to see their hard warm-up and i found out how much i'm missing Hip-Hop.
Now i'm together with A and J, since that my mum couldn't pick me up because of the snow. I don't have anything against it, i'm actually quite enjoying this.

Longing. Why do some people say that longing is a good thing? I don't think that's a good thing at all. Nine of my really close friends are moving next year, and the feeling of knowing that we might not keep the contact is a horrible feeling. Does this really make us stronger? I find it hard to believe. Even though I know that these people mean a lot to me, I also know that if I mean a lot to them, it wont be hard to keep the contact.
How much would we do for avoiding the longings?  Why do we keep on telling ourselves that everything is going to be okay?

xoxo Kamilla

Danish Christmas Bazar 2010

Heey guys, so as you know I went working at the danish christmas bazar. I arrived at 9 and came home at around seven. I had fun facepainting the children and playing around with them. After some hours it did get boring and I have to admit babysittig 37 children a day is quite a lot. We took 2 euros pr. facepaint, and ended up with 73 euros, some kids, got it for free and half price and stuff :b .
Some of my friends came and said hi.I had fun talking with them and I somehow took way too many breaks. We didn't get paid since it was charity, which also made me feel good after work. To see the small childrens smile after they got their face painted was all worth it. Okay, I know that i'm not the big Picasso, so I only painted my own sister and some other girl who wanted to be a some kind of dog :b . The first time me and R painted my sister it turned out it was a massive fail. So we decided to take some water and remove her face paint because she didnt't like it. It turned out you can't remove the face paint without soap. She looked like an avatar. Of course we found some soap after a while and then we painted a cat instead. Which it turned out i'm awesome at painting. R painted a cat on me (a)
Anyway after it closed, we ate and then R and I went to town and met J and P  :D
We had fun and wow, J is such a good singer.


Bad post today, i'm sorry, i'm tired and R's here so ..
xoxo Kamilla.

Goodnight saturday!

Heey,i'm dead tired and will update and tell about my day tomorrow. I had a good day and tonight R's sleeping over. Goodnight bloggers.

xoxo Kamilla.

Will we ever get perfect?

Heey guys, I'm having a good day today, finally i'm not sick anymore.
I had chemistry test and let me just say, that if I don't fail I will be so proud. It went like shit, but that's mostly because I couldn't concentrate while I was writing it. Bad excuse, I know..
I had lunch with P and G today. It was quite fun, we got to talk about our bodies, food and it turned out that we're all dirty minded.
Now i'm suppose to do my homeworks, but can't really be bothered to. I'd like to do some gym, but on the other hand I can't be bothered to start sweating now :b
So i thought I might as well update .. :D
Did I tell you about my mum's wedding gift?
No, okay well then i'll get started. Thursday it was my parents weddingsday and they were exchanging gifts. When my mum opened her present it was an IPAD!  I mean come on, she can barely text .
Anyway I know it was meant in the nicest way, and I'm glad she has it, so that I can use it once in a while.  (;
I was talking with one of my good friends G today. He was complaining about his fat face. First of all I know a lot of guys who would kill for his body. Second of all he has a perfect face. It seems like no matter what we do, we will never get satisfied. Why? Is it really the dissatisfaction that ends up satisfying us?


xoxo Kamilla.
Tonight i'll go early to bed since I'm working all day tomorrow, at this danish christmas bazar. Then I will take some pictures, and be able to upload them :)

No risk no fun.

Is that really true?
How far would we go for the fun?
It suddenly hit me when a guy from my english class told us he smoked, because he wanted fun. I told him that it could kill :b And his answer was : no risk, no fun.
4 words, made me think. What if it's true.. How much would we risk and how much are we willing to give up, to get some fun? .
Personally I have no idea how far I would go. Although I know, I probably would go far. I have my limits, and I will always respect them. Is the fun worth it?
Well I don't have a clear answer for that, but I do know one thing. Risking a friendship is not worth it. It took me some time to realise, but when I first realised I'm not able to tell you how sorry I was.

xoxo. Kamilla
Ps. I have to study for chemisty but reallyyy can't be bothered to, since I don't get a shit, and i'm tired.. :)

December's coming up !

Heey guys, well first of all, i'm sorry for the picture, it's not that nice as I hoped it would be :b
I really love that ice cream though. And the christmas hat also called the "nissehue" in danish is a symbol of christmas. I think we all love Christmas in some way. Maybe because we know it's suppose to be a month with joy and happiness or just hope.
When we were small, we all believed in santa claus, and we secretly hoped for presents from him. At the same time we were doubting if it was worth it. Worth trusting him. What would our friends say? Did they really believe in him? Was he real?
I don't know, but he obviously meant a lot to us, and to out childhood.
In Dk we also have "nisser" they were suppose to be ´santa claus' helpers. They were some kind of funny small but still very nice small things :b ..
Good times, now my siblings believe in them. I don't want to ruin them, because I know how much that meant to me.

So guys don't say you hate christmas, cause at some point you've liked it.
xoxo Kamilla

Time's passing by.

Automn ... Damn it's cold outside.

Steinsel Parc.

When I dyed my hair black, you can see that my neck is all black.  - FAILL!!

   Heey, i'm sorry I haven't been blogging. So many things have been going on, and I've been sick, again!
Two weeks ago I went to a little house party. It was not a normal party. The people there went to bed really early, but me and C could not be bothered to go to sleep, so instead of sleeping we were cleaning and washing my hair. I dyed it black for fun, but got tired of it at around 4 am, so we decided to wash my hair. :b
At the same party we were sitting outside on the trampoline talking, freezing and playing football. I did have fun, but unfortunately one of my best friends told me something really sad. I can't tell what it was about, but i'm glad he told me what was wrong, so that I could help him.

My parents were going to a Barbie and Ken party, chose not to upload pictures since I think it's pretty embarrassing.

One of the people I really care about it having the thought of moving to England. I personally think it's a stupid idea, since I know, that you can change, if you really have to.

I got a job for next weekend with the famous J :D I can't wait at all. We're going to work in this kids corner and I think it will be lots of fun.Since we both love kids, and enjoy each others company. .

xoxo Kamilla.

Blogging again :D

Sorryyyy, I know I havent blogged again, but as I said in the first post, I tend to forget to update :b

Today has been quite a good day, no homework, no bad comments from the teachers and had 2 free hours :)
French was fun today and I got to talk with M and A for more then 5 secs. I miss seing my friends, but I understand we don't see each other that often, since we're all very busy.
I'll tell you a bit about our school ! :D
Our school is pretty expensive :b
They take everything so seriously, they don't trust us, so they have a guard standing outside school to make sure noone leaves without permission.
We get so many tests and this year we also have compos, which is the same as exams. I'm pretty nervous since I don't really know how it works, and the subjects are hard.

I have 4 languages. Danish- German, English and French (:
You get to meet a lot of natinalities, and get to use the languages you speak every day !

xoxo Kamilla

Everything's back in place.

So, today I went to school. It was a bit challenging, but I made it.
I'm tired as fuck, but i'm happy I got to talk with friends and be away from all the doctors.  On wednesday i have another doctor to visit and next weekend the hospital wants to make a lung- test.
School starts, I have an english test this week and I got my german and history test back today..
Ouuuuch, I got a 5 in history and a 8.5 in german.
Actually it's okay for me, to fail history i'm just kinda pissed off at my teacher, I mean he's nice but such a bad teacher.

Nothing else really happened, so yeah.. I don't have any pictures to upload.
Thanks for reading. xoxo Kamilla

Home, sweet home, again.

Sorry for not blogging the last few days, again.
I got another allergic reaction so i've been staying at the hospital,actually I was suppose to stay there, but naah i wannted to go home :)
I hope I will feel better soon, cause i'm so exhausted.

Anyway, no pics of me atm, cause i look really shit.
Thank you for all the sweet mails on facebook btw . :)

xoxo Kamilla

Home, sweet home.

Now i'm back home in Lux. I'm so tired. It turned out that i got an allergic reaction at 1 o'clock yesterday night, i couldn't breathe and all my muscles started to cramp. So my dad and J drove me to the hospital and i got some medecin. I'm better now, I can just feel how exhausted my body is now. I thought i was going to die. You can't imagine how scary that was. I'm glad i'm better.

Besided that I had a great time in Holland, but now I'll go back to bed. Might update later.

Thanks for reading, xoxo Kamilla.

Center parcs events.

Us biking :D 

I know I have mascara, under my eyes, cause i've been swimming 

The stupid goat that speared me in my ass. 

This is an inside joke i have with J .. We like the picture though :b 

How cute we look (: 

A nice goat :) 

 Heey guys, I couldn’t be bothered to blog yesterday, but I will now.

Yesterday we had our so called sports day. We played beach volley-ball and let’s just say, that we aren’t the best. We had fun though. Afterwards we rented two people’s bike. Now THAT was fun :b I think we did a great job!

Then after dinner we played tennis together, in the beginning we really sucked, I hit the ball so it went out of the court, hit a man, and ended up at the reception desk in front of the pc’s.

Afterwards J and I were actually pretty good ! 

Today we went and said hi to my goats. I think J ended up liking them :D But I don’t like them anymore since one of them speared me in the ass! And me who thought that only would happen in movies..

Before the goats we went swimming. We had fun swimming. When we were changing I realized that I forgot my underwear !? How could that happen? I have seriously no idea :b

Now we’re going out for dinner, and then we’ll play bowling .

Xoxo Kamilla.

Goodmorning !

Wauw, I'm really tired . Right now I am waiting for J to wake up. So I felt like blogging again.
Today we're probably going to see my GOATS! I  can't wait :D
Actually we're planning on having a sports- and healthday today. Oreos count as healthy though :p
I think we will go play some batminton, some tennis and go biking some where !
I'm looking forward to go biking since it's a two people bike, and i can't bike :b (how embarrasing, i´m danish, all danish people are good at biking, well i'm not.) And then tonight my sister and brother will go to some kids disco, and after the kids disco this really good DJ i can't remember the name of will come and play the whole night :) finally something for our age ! 

• Does anyone know how to reset all settings on a Olympus E-450 (camera) ?

Thanks for reading!

I might blog tonight, you never know.
xoxo Kamilla

Me in the jungle !

Another day passed by.

Hii, so today I had a quite interesting day.

I got to save peoples lives twice? Just call me AWESOME.  

First i saved my brother from drowning and then i saved my family's life from gassing ( the gas stove-  i turned it off ) cause my BROTHER  accidentally turned it on. 

On our way to the main center we took the scooters and yes it was fun.. It reminded me of my childhood, I used to live in Bertrange and took the scooter every day to visit friends, think and just be who I am. It might sound ridiculous but it's true. Anywayyy.. 

Before dinner we all went mini-golfing. It was really fun. My 6 year old sister cheated as hell. I counted her shots, once she had 7 shots but told our dad she got 2.

She also kept on kicking the ball into the hole if it didn't go in automatically. :b 

My brother is a bad looser, he played yesterday with his dad, and apparently he was really good. So of course he thought he could play super well again today, but when it turned out he was the worst he got pissed off and started to cry.  Crazyyy family.. 

On our way home my dad told my sister that there was a Mongol (handicapped person) for fun. It is realy not fun at all.

My sister is scared of them, cause she had a bad experience with one in Cactus for many years ago. Since that day she wont let it go. And is still  traumatized. 

xoxo Kamilla . 

Ps :  I will upload pictures and videos tomorrow, thanks for reading! xx 

Center Parcs

This was my face expression when I saw my room! 

This is my dog, when she saw we were in the middle of f*ing nowhere :b 

Well well, i'm back on the internet :D I arrived to Holland also called Center Parcs today and i think it's really cool here. The main building is build like a jungle and i think they did it really well. There are trees,fishes, bridges and small lakes, in the building . It's a very nice place for families. I've been here with m own family before. There are GOATS!! :D you can touch them, but there also is this HUGE swimming area this building is also build up with the jungle concept.

Today we went to the swiming pool and we got to see our little house we're going to live in for the next five days. Just let me say that i'm not satisfied at all! .
There are spiders, stupid small ugly disgusting animals all over the room. The toilet is next to my room and it stinks all the time! Arghh.. The rooms are too small, and the closet isn't big enough for me ! It's cold as *fuuuck*
The positive thing is that i'm having a great time with J (:
I'll blog again tomorrow, i hope.

xoxo Kamilla .